Lost Gotham Gazette

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Life's latest blow to my groin

I think it is very fair to say that I hate life. I feel comfortable saying this because I know life hates me too.

There is just something about life... fate... something... but every time I go home after a stint on the road, something breaks. or several things break. things go wrong that either directly or indirectly mess with my plans.

Last time I went home I was looking forwards to using the DSL at home that I pay for and never get to use... what happens? the day I am going home i get a call from my wife... the DSL is down. there is some kind of problem... blah blah blah... long story short... it gets fixed the day after I go back to work.

there are a million little things but i am trying to stay on point here. what is this trips disaster? Well recently i have started to nuckle down and work on finishing Roadkill. I had to render it out a bunch of times to get it to a good balance of picture quality to file size for the new music composer I am working with. that was a whole other mis-adventure... but anyway at the end of that i went to try nd capture pick-up footage with my Laptop which i may or may not have been able to do before... but anyway, it didn't work. my computer freaked out whenever the camera was hooked up and switched on. after trying a dozen times, using every video capture software I have... I gave up and said, "I'll be home soon, I'll use the PC at the house, I know that works"

I Just got off the phone with my wife. The computer "blew up" today. At first my wife thought it was a heater burning or something, but it turned out to be the computer. She unplugged everything and then pluged back in just the computer and I quite "It exploded."

Does life not want me to finish my film? I know it's not oscar worthy, but does it suck that hard? ok I feel vented.

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

October Update

Happy Halloween!

Halloween is one of my Favorite holidays. This time of year in general is nice, but it is a very busy time of year for me. first there is Halloween, then thanksgiving, then my Wifes birthday, then christmas, then new years, then my Daughters birthday... the stretch of time from October to January always seems to go really fast. But i digress.

Here is an update for everyone who frequents this site... thats right all three of you!

There have been some more slight delays in the post production of Roadkill. Not Terrible ones, they aren't huge, but they are big enough to slow things down a couple more months. My Plan was to get RK finished by the end of te year, if not sooner. I figured I had plenty of time. What I didn't count on was having new responsabilities at work which mean more paperwork I have to do. this paperwork takes several hours to do (every week or two)... so that is time away from editing.

Another delay was an upgrade in software which took a while, but I now have... so no more excuses there.

The third and final delay has been the thawn in my side from the begining. Music. BUT even this has hopefully now been handled and it is this that has set the new timetable for production... well kind of. My original goal was to finish the film this year in plenty of time to enter it into my local film festival. (The Antelope valley Internation film festival) but now it is looking like i will have to push to get it done on time. which is a big disapointment to me because i way almost done last year... why, with a year to work on it is it still not done? I am VERY disapointed in myself over this. The trick now is to get over it and get the work done, fix it instead of wasting time trying to affix blame.

So. that is it. the October Update. I will be working feverishly to finish editing the picture while the new guy i just found in London works on the score. Wish me luck people, i'm gonna need it.

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

September is over.

Ok, it's been a month or so since I posted an update… so I'll try to recap everything without rambling. There are 3 things which sprint to mind talk about so here goes.

1st and least important, the premier of Heroes was last week. I have been waiting a long time for this show, ever since I first heard about it months ago as just a line of text somewhere as an announcement I knew I would love this show, well the idea at least.

It finally arrived and I only have two “negative” things to say about it. one I don’t like the way that a lot of the characters are somehow linked. It seems… “wrong” that all of these “heroes” who are supposed to be scattered “all over the world” all live in America with the exception of one character. I won’t go into it more in case you haven’t seen it yet, but it is a minor complaint that could very easily be explained away later. My other complaint is that is was too short! I wanted more! More, more, more! Now, now now!

Ahem. Moving on. I'll get this out of the way because it is something I am not comfortable talking about but is a HUGE part of my life. I need to get ANOTHER blood test for immigration. I have an appointment in a couple of weeks, blood draws terrify me. Even just talking about it now is making me feel sick and my heart race. Blah.

Ok back to happier things. This morning… Saturday the 30th of September I finally finished my new feature script “SAVAGE”. I am quite happy with how it came out. I just printed it out so I can sit and proof read it away from the computer. I need to see how it flows, see what if anything I need to change. The way I write I go over and over something before it ever really gets out of my head so it’s already gone through a couple of drafts in my head… but I do need to review it. I HATE redrafting. It always just seems like it came out right… so… why mess with it. it’s like a block in my head that says: “nope that’s how you wrote it, it’s too late now to change it”. but I know from experience that even if it is just a line, or a few words… it can make all the difference.

So maybe starting tonight, depending on who is around I might start distributing it to the very few people who will be reading it to begin with. Only 3 people spring to mind. :)

Ok that's it, update finished! G'night.


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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Update

There isn't much to update, because of software related problems I haven't been able to do as much work on Roadkill as I would have liked, but things are looking good anyway.

I filmed something really quick with a friend of mine tentativly entitled "Random acts of comedy (and violence)". I had some time at home so I called my friend Steve-o to see if he wanted to film something small like a music video for one of the bands he works with. No one was around so we talked about what else we could do. it was a toos up between my CYOD project or something that Steve-o wanted to do with his friends, a comedy - something random. He had a rough idea of what he wanted but i've had more experience writing scripts so we brain storm some ideas and I went to work on writing it. A week later we had an almost finished script and very little time to film. So because we were doing something really random we didn't stress out too much about it not being 100% finished especially considering we planned on doing some improv anyway.

We filmed really quickly over 3 days... well one day and 2 evenings. Probably a total of about 24 hours filming. I haven't started editing yet, I already know we'll probably need to do some ADR, but this project was designed to be really quick and fun so i'm not going to stress out if it isn't "perfect". We had a lot of fun doing it and i'm sure it will be fun to watch and that is what we wanted to do.

ok enough stalling... I guess I should try and do something productive.

G'night.

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

Computers hate me.

I Have a Love/Hate relationship with computers. I love them and they hate me.

Here is the latest chapter in the steaming pile of crap I call my life...

Over the last few days all of the programs I have been using including windows has been crashing, terminating suddenly without warning (and IMHO - without reason). After Effects, Premier, Photoshop... I would open them, try to import or export files and they would just suddenly switch off. At first I just thought... huh maybe I hit the wrong button... I was distracted...

But no, I watched more vigilantly and doing the same function every time: hit the button to do what I want... CRASH.

So, because the problem seemed quite localized I decided to try a system restore back one week. Nope. Ok, go back further... 1 month (Just about the life of my laptop). I didn't like that so I tried to undo it. No go. Even though it has an undo feature it decided that it wasn't going to. ok... What next?

My HP Computer has a system recovery thing I actually spent the time to make a set of disks for... Ok I do what I can with them... I put in the first one, run it... It never prompts me for the 2nd, 3rd or 4th disks... it "recovers" windows.

Ok... so everything it right with the world right? Well in someone else's world maybe, but you have to remember that this is my world. So No.

At some point my computer stopped seeing my DVD/CD drive... I think it was during the "Recovery". Luckily I made sure to back up all of stuff before I did it. So anyway... I look around my nice and shiny new looking computer and find all of my programs and files still lurking in the back of the computer!!!

So it basically F'd my computer. ok. I Quit. I don't know why I even try to do this stuff myself... I have some capacity for it, I THINK that I "get it" but whenever I try to do it, it doesn't work.

So, time to call in the Pro's. I call HP, they talk me through reformatting the computer properly and now after only ONE MONTH of having my new laptop I have had to reformat it. It's a personal record.

Now I am off to re-install all my programs and files and see if it does the same thing again or not before they call me back to check up on me. It is sad but I truly feel I need checking up on. I should be aloud to use computers. I should just get a hair cut, shave off my mustache (leaving the rest of my beard) and run off to join the Amish. Which I would do in a second... If I didn't love computers so damned much.

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

I'm finally back to work

It took me a while I was distracted by life but I am finally back at work on Roadkill. It is going to take a little longer then I would like, using new versions of programs that don't work quite the same is proving to be a problem... I am serious concidering re-installing the older version just so I can work on audio in a more "comfortable place"

Audio isn't the most compfortable place for me anyway. Actually I think its acurate to say I hate working with audio... I wish I liked it, but I don't. I hate it.

But on the bright side I was tipped almost simultaniously onto an excellent site for digital film makers by two friends who don't know each other. (http://www.videocopilot.net/products.html - in case you were wondering) This site has excellent tutorials for doing some very cool stuff and whilst they do (obviously) recommend thier own resources you can use your own custom files or those like the ones you can find at one of my other favorite places to just go and hang out. (www.detonationfilms.com - in case you were wondering)

Did I Finish that sentence properly? I dont care. Where was I? oh yeah visiting cool sites and working on Roadkill. I should really get back to that...

g'night.

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Friday, July 28, 2006

When it rains it pours.

When it rains, it pours. (Originally written about 7 days ago)

I haven’t updated this in a couple weeks, I’ve been very busy with one project or another but I decided I had the time right now to update everybody on everything that has happened over the last few days, the good and the bad.

Ok, so a friend of mine had a really bad car accident, but thankfully walked away with relatively minor injuries. I was close to finishing a job in San Diego so when it was over I wanted to go visit him to see how he was doing.

Now, right before I was going to be coming home he was feeling better and sent me a link to a video tutorial for doing a special effect that he knew I wanted to do. Coincidentally I happened to be working on that exact effect when he messaged me with the link. So I watched it, followed it, it was awesome, exactly what I needed and worked great.

Now again, coincidentally with a day or two of him sending me this link I get messaged by another friend of mine who I haven’t spoken to in probably more then a year. And anyway this friend and I start talking and he brings up this really cool website and the tutorials it has… the same website and tutorials I had just been told about.

So anyway this friend and I talk and because I am going to be home soon we decide to get together. Both of these friends live somewhat close together, quite a way from where I live so I decide to combine the two trips into one.

Now. When I get home as per usual I have quite a long “honey-do” list, the most important of which was to replace the pads on the evaporative cooler because they’re dirty and the house is an oven without it. So we replace them and I get on with other jobs that need doing. Later that day (My first day home) my wife leaves for college and I am home alone with my daughter. On her way out she lets me know that we had a power outage. After she leaves we have 3 more power outages, all short ones that just knock out the power, reset a few things and then come back on within seconds. BUT unfortunately there must have been a power surge because it fried the motor on the evaporative cooler, the pump still worked, but the motor was fried.

Now, anyone who knows me knows that I can’t drive. Even if I could we only have one car which my wife had to get to school. So I sit here in my “oven” with the temperature slowly rising. I go online and check Home depot and Lowes for a replacement. I get the numbers of the local branches of both and call them. Several hours later my wife gets home and I tell her what’s up. By that time it is 9:30 at night and Lowes closes at 10. So we jump in the car, stop by the bank to take money out of the emergency fund and go shopping.

My original plan was to fix it in early in the morning before we left to go visit my friends, but I ended up doing it that night until about 11:30. The next morning we get up and go to my friends houses, things were ok and stuff happened, but this post is already running long so I’ll skip it.

We leave the second guys house only about… 4 hours later then I had wanted to, I was just having too much fun catching up. So we get on the road at about midnight and things start to go wrong. I won’t go into full detail but we get on the freeway and the exit we want to transfer to the next freeway is closed. In both directions. So we have to get off, take a detour and get back on somewhere else and blah blah blah. A little while later it is time to transfer again and THAT exit is closed. We have to take another detour and take another freeway and as we are coming up on our third and final freeway change out come the cones… we almost had another exit blocked on us but it freed up just in time, right before our exit the cones stopped and the exit was open. We pick up our daughter from a friends house who was watching her (At this point it was 2 am).

This was yesterday. Today started off fine, I have at least a week off and nowhere to go so I got to lay in. Got up late, watched 10 tutorials from that excellent site I just found and took a nap.

My daughter woke me up a little while later because it had started raining. Long story short, we had a storm, I made rice which got over cooked and the storm got worse. The power went out and still hasn’t comeback on several hours later. I am writing this on my laptop on battery power. Now I skipped a little bit there… the storm got so bad that I am pretty sure that there was a tornado. My wife is sitting in the car with the radio on right now listening to the news to find out.

Earlier today we got a little bit of good news, a refund check came in the mail that we weren’t expecting. Great right!? Not so fast there. At some point during the storm that might have been a tornado part of the awning over my carport and the roof of my shed/workshop got RIPPED OFF.

So after the storm I went and picked up most of the mess. One of my neighbors brought me part of my roof back. I just wish the power would come back on so I could turn the air conditioning back on because now with the rain the house is hot and humid, I am sitting here doing nothing more strenuous than typing and I am sweating.

There are times when I hate life. Every time a little ray of light breaks through the clouds and shines on us… it is unfailingly followed by the rumble of thunder as it starts to rain on us again and like I said… when it rains, it pours.


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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

The internet is EVIL

I am sure that the irony is palpable at the moment, as I sit here and both use and curse the internet in the same breath. But it is true, it is a wonderful invention, but also an EVIL one... it keeps distracting me from my work.

Ok so i copied up my hand written pages for "Savage" which typed came out to be 14 or 15 I think. not bad for a start, I still have pleanty to weave yet. I Know who the killer is already but no one has died. I think I am on target page wise, I just need to knuckle down and do it... which is hard with the siren song of the web calling to me every time I get even a little bored.

I Haven't started work on editing yet either, but at least there I have a half way decent excuse, I am still downloading and installing all of the software that I need. Hopefully I can get it all sorted out in the next day or two. I have so little left to work on it's silly, but I should let that blind me to the fact that it could still take some time to do, so I don't want to leave it too long to start.

ok. I go now.

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Saturday, July 01, 2006

My Laptop!!!

Ok because of Computer (re: user) Error I am having to write this for a second time... which is slightly frustrating, which for me means I am ready to pitch a fit.

ahem...

This post is to announce the arrival of the latest member of the Lost Gotham Family, my new Latptop!!!

It is an HP Pavilion dv8000 with a 1.8 ghz Turion64 processor, 100gig hard drive, DVD burnder with lightscribe and a 17" HD widescreen. In short it kicks my old laptop in the balls, pushes it to the floor then jumps up and down on it before whipping "it" out and pissing all over it.

Ok that was kind of graphic... but I am a graphic kind of guy. :D

So, this means that after a couple of days of setting up, installing, uninstalling, upgrading, changing and just general tinkering (Picture those cartoons where the "hero" locks them selves away in a room and you hear hammering and sawing et al.) I shall begin work again on finishing "Roadkill"

sigh. Ok enough talking... I am tired and my back hurts. God I feel old. ahhh... G'night.

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

keeping updated

Things have been going slowly for me lately, my paying job is taking up most of my time right now and draining me of all energy so I have been struggling to get anything done, BUT some progress has been made!

I have completed the rough-rough storyboards for my C.Y.O.D. project, the next step is to sketch them out in larger panels.

I have also made some progress on my next horror feature script "Savage" but I still have a long way to go to my minimum 90 page count target. Especially seeing as I am still working on it hand-written.

Which brings me to my final bit of news, I have my eye on a Laptop from Dell... now I just need to figure out how I am going to pay for it! When I get that sorted out I can finally finish up "Roadkill" and get that ready to submit to festivals!

Sigh. ok I go now.

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