Ok, so I haven’t been here for a couple of days, and it was deliberate, and here is why.
Well for one I have written nothing in the last couple of days and here is a breakdown of the time line of the last 48 hours or so, to give you an idea of why.
11/19 - 5:30am get up to leave for 8:30am appointment in Long Beach 100 miles from home.
11/19 - 6:30am finally leave home.
11/19 - 9:30amish arrive at appointment after getting stuck in traffic and lost.
After the doctors appointment we were supposed to go to my friend s house Scott, to hang out, capture some behind the scenes footage and just catch up after not seeing each other for a couple of years. BUT the doctor said I think there is a problem go back home to your local doctor and they will order these tests. So we ended up calling Scott and just stopping by his house for 5 minutes while he let me borrow his camera to take home and capture the footage myself. so…
11/19 - 11:45ish get to Scott’s house.
11/19 - 2pmish get to Dr. Fernandez here at home. she looks Angela over and sends us right to the emergency room.
11/19 - around 5pm get taken into a bad in emergency.
11/19 - at about 8pm I go home. Whilst at the hospital we had Alice with us the whole time, we ran out of formula and diapers.
I got home around 9pm getting a ride from my sister in law, I take care of Alice and Megan and start to try to capture the Roadkill Behind the Scenes footage because in theory I can just hit the button and walk away… well it didn’t work. my computer freaked out, shut it self off and i messed with it for 2 hours trying to get it to work.
11/19 11pm I give up and go to bed. I have to wake up at some point in the night to feed alice.
11/20 6:30am I get up shower get dressed and run around like a Maniac trying to pack a bag ready for the day at the hospital.
11/20 7:07am I Leave to walk Megan to school with Alice. then wait for the bus to the hospital.
11/20 8:15amish I get to the hospital only to be told that I can’t go up to see Angela because I have the baby.
11/20 9am, sitting in the waiting room I finally get a hold of my sister in law and ask her to take Alice for a couple of hours so I can See Angela.
11/20 10:30am I drop Alice off with her and head back to the hospital.
11/20 11:38am I walk through the Hospital front door.
11/20 11:50am I make it up to the room. ok this is getting to monotonous… basically I end up being there until 6pm.
11/20 7:45pm I walk through my front door and can sit down and relax.
after two days of fucking around I fed Alice and went to bed. this morning I was able to wake up without an alarm and I do not have to go anywhere first thing. later today I am going to visit Angela in the hospital after I figure out what to do with Megan and Alice. I also hope to get some writing done.
My brain is all over the place right now so maybe writing isn’t the best idea but after I get this all out and I am going to try and get comfortable and relax and write and hopefully get something done. I have just 8,100 words to go. I should have passed 50k yesterday….
BUT I figured out how to capture the footage - I have the one camera hooked up to my camera and i am transferring the footage and then i will capture from my camera later.
So the end result is… I am slowly getting the footage I have been waiting for for four years… we do not know what is wrong with Angela and I am in jeopardy of failing NaNoWritNo after being ahead from the very first day and every day since. I am tired and not thinking straight.