Christmas in July!
Okay after yesterdays massive depression-fest things are looking up. I know what would be happening today ahead of time but I wasn’t sure how it would effects me, let me explain…
Yesterday all was hell. we had no money I had a broken camcorder that I could not afford to get fixed etc.
Now, because of the 4th of July weekend mail was delayed and I expected to get at least 3 packages all today… when I usually don’t get any. The thought kind of depressed me a little because most of what I would be getting it stuff that I had to pay for. So I was feel buyers remorse for having spent the money on myself… even if I didn’t really have much choice. anyway…
So last night my camera miraculously started working again… this is a major factor in my feeling better. I will take this as a warning that I need a better quality back up ASAP, and as such that will be my major goal the next couple of months… Hey I just thought, my birthday is coming up… that should help.
Anyway, back to today…. I just went and checked the mail a little while ago and low and behold two of the packages were here! one was a box of chemical stuff for a copper aging tutorial I am about to shoot (Thus earning more money!) and the other was the free proof copy of my book, which looks EXCELLENT! I have a very happy feeling at having and holding it… yes I have been hugging it to me and giggling a little bit. the quality is excellent, it isn’t perfect and I have to get to the bottom of that but I am more than happy with the end product.
Even though we got bad news in the mail… kind of devastatingly bad news actually, I am still “Up”… maybe it just seems that way compared to yesterday, but whatever it is I am feeling better. let’s see how long that lasts shall we? until next time people… keep your heads up, there is a solution to every problem - we all just have to keep that in mind and maybe take a break, step back from life and just breathe. Remember to breathe people!